Sunday, June 28, 2009
back from the traveling...
Sunday, June 07, 2009
the story behind it...
If you were thinking, "Sayward, you and Matt have been saying forever that you were only having 1 kid", then you are totally right! That has been the plan for some time now and we have the NON baby items to prove it! We've literally given everything away. This child has a crib and a stroller. That's it. The plan was "one and done".
About 6 months ago, during my morning quiet times, I began wrestling with the Lord about another child. I really did not want another one and found myself in tears over it. I really felt a sense of the Lord saying "you should have one more" and me plainly saying "NO"! Basically, in February, I ended it with the Lord TELLING Him that if we were to have another child, it needed to come from Matt (which I knew wouldn't happen).
Matt and I went out for my birthday dinner and right after the hostess left us, Matt said "I need to talk to you before we have anything to drink". (I was a bit worried from that comment!) He plainly said, "I want to have another kid". Basically, after all that we've been through with his mother, he really does not want Spencer to have to go through that, nor do I. I told him about my prayer time over the past 6 months and we both agreed that it was from the Lord. The funniest thing about it was that was a Saturday and I was to start a new pack of pills the NEXT day...talk about timing!
So, this was no accident. We were definatley planning it. We didn't think it would happen that quickly, but it did! I don't have doctor's appointment until the end of June, but according to the online website, I'm due around January 28.
More updates to come!
About 6 months ago, during my morning quiet times, I began wrestling with the Lord about another child. I really did not want another one and found myself in tears over it. I really felt a sense of the Lord saying "you should have one more" and me plainly saying "NO"! Basically, in February, I ended it with the Lord TELLING Him that if we were to have another child, it needed to come from Matt (which I knew wouldn't happen).
Matt and I went out for my birthday dinner and right after the hostess left us, Matt said "I need to talk to you before we have anything to drink". (I was a bit worried from that comment!) He plainly said, "I want to have another kid". Basically, after all that we've been through with his mother, he really does not want Spencer to have to go through that, nor do I. I told him about my prayer time over the past 6 months and we both agreed that it was from the Lord. The funniest thing about it was that was a Saturday and I was to start a new pack of pills the NEXT day...talk about timing!
So, this was no accident. We were definatley planning it. We didn't think it would happen that quickly, but it did! I don't have doctor's appointment until the end of June, but according to the online website, I'm due around January 28.
More updates to come!
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
from june to january...
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